Hitachiin94

Deleted a bunch of stuff in my gallery. To be honest looking at a lot of the stuff still left there is embarrassing lol, but I guess that's a part of growing right? I still don't have a lot of motivation for this, but I do feel that I want to get better, that I want to draw more. I think this year I'd like to try doodling a lot more. Even if nothing comes out of it.

I've been in a bit of a rut lately, art wise. I haven't done anything proper in over 2 weeks, and that was only because I went to art class with Grandma. I mean I did doodle a little bit the other day, but nothing good was coming out of it so I gave up within a few minutes haha. I don't think I've touched my tablet in over a month man. It's kind of upsetting but I just don't feel like drawing anything? Or I do, but I never know what to draw. I haven't properly finished anything in months and months. And because I never finish anything it just feels like a waste of time. I did enter an art exhibition/competition a couple weeks ago, and I g

I thought that I'd try making a shimeji. I'd been thinking about it for a while, but now that I can't find a shimeji of a particular character I thought I'd try and make it myself. So I started doing it. Yesterday, I'd been working on it for about an hour (without saving *facedesk*) when my computer decided to restart itself, so there went all that work. And then later on that day when I'd been working on it for another several hours (this time I saved a whole bunch), I took a break and when I started it up again my work was nowhere to be found. The saves were there, as .SAI, but for some reason only the first layers of each had saved. All t